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March 31 Sweet 6TeenOn March 26th my lil bro turned 16! I guess he's not so lil anymore. When I think of all the things I was doing when I was 16, even before I was 16, I thank the lord he's more reserved. I feel like a protective parent...too protective. Now that he is at the age where he will begin to explore more of life, the good and the bad, I worry about him more. The choices he will make and all that stuff. I feel he isnt as informed about sex and drugs as he should be. I also have seen how he is one to give in to peer pressure. Numerous times over the years I've tried to have "talks" with him about it all but he doesnt feel comfortable opening up because I'm female. I've told him so many times that he can talk to me about anything but its a no go. I feel he doesnt know just how open of a person I am. He could talk to me about his testicles being itchy for all I care. It also doesnt help that he is miles more advanced in sign language then I. I feel so bad when I'm always asking him to slow down or spell it out as we try to converse. One of these days I'll get off my ass and take more classes.
For his birthday I went with him to get his eyebrow pierced. I thought for sure he would chicken out. He's the type of person that feels faint and nauseous at the sight of blood or a nasty wound. He did great though! He appeared to be less nervous then I was when I got my first piercing at 14. I love piercings and am more accepting of all kinds of piercings then others in my family. I was happy to share the experience with my brother and will do it again if he decides to get anymore.
I love my lil bro and I hope his future is a bright one!
JM~ March 23 friendless friendHere I am another month later realizing that I need to update AGAIN! I guess one update a month has become my norm on here. How lame of me! I think about all my "space" friends and have every intent on visiting you guys but I guess the time just slips away from me. I've also fell victim to "slow spaces". I dont know what happened because I've never had this problem before. Only when changes were introduced. As far as I know there havent been any new changes. Anyways since I've been such a bad friend on here I decided to post a poem I wrote about "bad" friends. TeeHee!
 invisible it seems
not thought about it shows can it really be that easy to forget the ones you know it only takes a bit of effort to play the role of friend but still you shrug me off like it dont matter in the end i try to be there for you little things to show i care no gratitude you show me a simple thank you would be fair i dont want to give up on you all the things that we could share but what good is a friend... a friend who's never there invisible it seems not thought about it shows can it really be that easy to forget the ones you know © 2007 Jolie Mae Lovett
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