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July 20 A Letter To:To Him,
Cheer up! I know its hard but please do not give up on yourself. You have people that love you even though you dont believe it. You are too great of a person to waste so much time singing the blues! (You're probably thinking, "take your own advice", haha yes I know!) In many ways you are a genius and you make me laugh...hard...long...and often! TeeHee sound familiar? I know this is a trying time for you and you see no end in sight but I know things will get better for you eventually. Please have faith in life, and more importantly yourself. Time will make it easier, just hold on to "yourself" until then!
Luv you, xo Me
 To Her,
You are the most messed up person I've ever known, seen, or heard of! Trust me when I say that's not an easy statement to live up to, but you my dear not only live up to it, you surpass it! I know you are "stupid" by default but you take it to a whole new level. Howis it possible for you to have no standards, morals, or values whatsoever? Are we not born with some form of moral compass? This must not be true because you do not have one. You are actually content to live your life as a bottom feeder. How can this be? I'll never understand. You could of had so much more, been so much more, but you threw it all away. Why did you do this? To live up to your scum status? Congratulations f*ck up, you must be so proud of yourself! You alone have destroyed any chance you had of living a decent life. Everyone will always know you as "the huge screw up" for the rest of your pathetic existence. How does that make you feel? I can't believe you are "okay" with everything you have done. You have ruined the relationships you had with people who cared for you, about you. Your disgusting actions and all your lies! Why lie anyway? So many people already know "the real" you, including your family members now, and you've already created a bad name for yourself in two cities. What are you hiding from? You have no problems being what you are so why can't you OWN what you are?!? We handed you a gold platter and you were quick to trade it in for an old rusty can...WTF? You are so messed up! You need professional help!
Barf On You, blah Me
 JM~ January 04 Go easy on a foreigner!Wow am I really blogging? It feels foreign. I feel foreign, foreign to spaces that is. I havent payed any attention to my page in months. I'm preoccupied with all things going on and spending time on the computer is at the bottom of the list. BUT of course I never forget any of the people I've met on here so even in the worst of times I'll be back around sooner or later. I'd like to say thank you to all the people who havent forgotten about me and still visit even though they havent received a comment from me in months. Its nice to know I'm thought about even in absence.
 During my absence I picked up a new family member. I purchased another chihuahua so the one I already have could have a playmate. Another lil boy named Arthur. Within a week of doing that Charlie my first chi stared having seizures. JUST MY LUCK! Its been difficult but I wouldnt turn my back on my fur babies for a million dollars! Anyway I'll post a couple pics of him below.
  I know its late and all but I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and New Years. I'll add in a Happy Valentines Day and Happy Easter too just in case I'm not back before then, lol!
 JM~ October 08 C..C..C..Comments! Some of you may be wondering if I ever caught up on all my comments. I did and was feeling good to be back in the swing of things. Then the space gods came down and burst my happy bubble. Not only could I NOT comment on many friends spaces, I also could NOT receive any comments. What a pain in the ass! Sometimes Windows Live Spaces is more trouble than its worth and it seems to be a growing trend. I miss the "MSN SPACES" of two years ago. Mind you there have been some great changes along the way its just too bad so many problems came right along with them. At least this problem was fixed. Many never get fixed and many requests for help never get answered. There are so many people, including myself, who have at one time or another had to erase their page and start anew. An online home that you put hours of work into isnt something you should have to do over and over every time the space gods mess things up. Its disheartening!
To those who have sent messages I'm sorry I didnt reply. I didnt receive the majority of them until just tonight because I didnt bother signing into my space account as I knew my comments werent working.
 Now...lets try this again!
 JM~ September 20 Grr...Roar!!!Grr..Roar! Say it with me...
GRR...ROAR!!!
 I've been trying to catch up on all my comments for the past two months and I'm still not caught up. How bad is that? Life has been extremely frustrating as of late. Alot of downs and no ups to pull me from the depths. Not to mention losing my internet access for a while and most likely losing it again in another week or so. Thats one of the main reasons I havent been able to catch up around here. Why do I even care? Well...I value all my visitors and enjoy visiting others. Also I hate falling behind in anything and everything because then I get overwhelmed and put off catching up even longer. Thus creating a cycle of always being behind. Not the best way to live your life trust me.
 So...here I am once again trying to catch up on comments. Will I succeed?
We'll see...Grr...Roar!!!
 JM~ September 08 Sipping on a RedBull.I was tagged by Carlos a couple of weeks ago but failed to do the post because my PC was a lil under the weather. So Sorry Carlos! All is well now so here goes.
!8 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF!
1. I'm very quick to anger.
2. I hated Chihuahuas all my life until I owned one.
3. I'm obsessed with symmetry.
4. I'm very hard on myself.
5. I write autobiographical poetry.
6. I rarely wear underwear because I find it uncomfortable.
7. I hide from people when I'm sick and/or look extra crappy.
8. The family of my first love appeared on Jerry Springer.
Okay, I know, thats not really something about myself but its a quirky fact none the less.
JM~ August 14 Three's CompanyI'm pretty much all settled into my new place now, thank god. I feel like I havent had a moments peace in forever! The cable line at this house was shot so I was unable to get online, hence my absence. A new line was hooked up but its currently running along the ground of the backyard, all the way through the park, and into the yard of a house around the corner. Yikes...I'm surprised all the kids that frequent the park havent messed with it yet. Hopefully someone will come and bury the line soon or I'll have to raise hell until they do.
Things are fairly well around here although it will take some time for me to get used to living with two other people instead of just one. I'm a very private person and greatly enjoy my time alone so its very challenging for me. The extra noise, the extra people, the extra mess, just the "extra" is very trying on my patience. I'm proud of myself as I havent killed anyone yet. We live in a house though so there is more space for us to coincide peacefully.
Now I will attempt to catch up on the comments I've fallen behind in.
Wish me luck...lol! :P
 JM~ July 28 Just one kiss...UPDATE
I'm now at my new place...YAY! I still have lots to do to settle in but I'll be doing my best to catch up with you all over the next few days. :D
After 12 months of living in this dump of an apartment and 5 months of moving anticipation, the time has finally come for me to move! Which I will be doing in just a few days. Now I absolutely hate moving and everything that goes with it but I'm really excited to get the hell out of where I am right now! After being hit with an unexpected blow last year I had no other choice but to move to Cancer Building on Poop Lane in Grubville. So not fun! Anyway I'll be without internet service for about a week, so if you dont hear from me, thats why. I'll also be without cable so I'll miss 2 episodes of BB8! OMG shoot me now! :P
 As for the feud with my landlord, after telling me he could care less about my issues, it seems he has changed his tune a bit once he learned I planned on placing a serious complaint, and is making an effort to keep his door closed! I've realized though, he still doesnt fully understand my issue in the first place. He thinks I have a problem with smoke smell when the problem is the smoke itself! I have news for you buddy, putting moth balls in the hallway does not eradicate smoke, eww! Ugh...some people! Thank god it will all be over soon! :D
 JM~ July 24 Tammy Faye Messner Dies at Age 65 of Inoperable CancerSpeaking of cancer I wouldnt be surprised if every single person on the 2nd floor of the building I currently live in, dies of cancer as well. The downside being I live on the second floor! Other downsides being:
I am the ONLY non-smoker on the second floor.
The landlord lives on the second floor.
The landlord lives right beside me on the second floor.
The landlord is the WORST smoker on the second floor!
I am currently in a heated feud with my landlord over the amount of cigarette smoke that enters my apartment. So much so that it angers me just writing this blog, which I am doing with a shaking leg and thoughts of going over there and punching him in the face, lol! Not only is he a MAJOR chain smoker, he leaves his apartment door WIDE open while smoking the remainder of his life away. This is the main problem I have because the smoke fills the hallway which in return fills my apartment. Cigarette smoke is disgusting but on top of my personal opinion cigarette smoke makes me physically ill. It triggers my migraines, greatly bothers my asthma, makes my eyes itchy, causes me to sneeze over and over again amongst other things. My landlord doesnt care and says its my problem. He's right there because it is my problem. Everyone else on the floor smokes as well so they are not bothered by the TOXIC air. I am not bothered by any of the other tenants though because they close their doors like normal people do. I feel I have the right to live here without being bothered by ones choice to slowly smoke themselves to death. I also feel that my landlord should have to keep his apartment door closed at all times while he is smoking. Yes he has the right to smoke within his unit, but with his door open? I think not! Not to mention he at times smokes within the common areas of the building right alongside the NO SMOKING signs! GRR! My efforts to have him close his door and keep it closed have failed. So what do I do? I constantly prop open the fire door which leads to the stairs creating an escape route for some of the toxicity. My landlord, of course, comes along and closes it as soon as he notices I've opened it again. As an added bonus he even tapes up signs to the door going on about how it needs to remain closed. To which I reply with my own special note for him going on about how HIS door needs to remained closed. Tonight we even had it out over the phone. GRR! I will very soon be moving out of here for the fact that I cannot live somewhere where I cannot even breathe. I think I will place a complaint about my landlord too. Although, due to the fact that I am moving, I'm sure nothing will be done. At least I will get slight satisfaction placing the complaint, and if nothing else, my voice will be heard!
  JM~ July 17 Who Is This Man? Who is this man?
He speaks my name An unrecognizable voice Fingers like ice
Distant eyes A cold heart wont beat for me His selfishness
Forgotten love Lost in your misunderstandings Is this the new norm?
Our future to be? To have and to hold and to hate? Who is this man?
He speaks in vain An undesirable voice © 2006 - Jolie Mae Lovett
 JM~ July 12 Big Brother 8Welcome to the Big Brother household! Oh how I love Big Brother. From the first Big Brother through to the now airing Big Brother 8, I just love this show! I'm like a sports fanatic watching playoffs during an episode. Shut up and dont talk to me until its over unless its a commercial, lol. I'm not sure yet who I'm routing for this season, possibly Dustin. I'm definitely not routing for Jen though and would love to see her get the boot ASAP. She's what I call a "space cadet", and I cant stand her. I like the viewers player aka America's player idea. I'm curious to see how the challenges unfold and if Eric can pull them off. If you dont watch this show and its available in your area, I suggest you do, its great! ****** I'll try to get around to you all as soon as I can. My piddle one, pictured above my blogs, had his cryptorchid neuter yesterday and I have to keep him off all furniture, on the floor, away from the cats, and from licking his incisions for the next week or so. The deed is keeping me very busy and very stressed to say the least. JM~ July 07 CrossoverThis is my lack of blog, blog, aka the lil blog that lacks. I'm extremely bored, desperate for St. Huberts, and want to go fishing. Might I add that this is the most futile blog I've ever written. I was so bored I decided to blog but then I realized I had nothing to blog about. So...I googled BLOG IDEAS. (Pathetic? YES) Found a few sites with supposed great blog ideas but all they inspired me to blog about was my lack of blog ideas. One recommended using the word CROSSOVER in the title, hence my title. Why? I have no idea. The same page also recommended using the words DESPERATE and FUTILE in the post, and so I did. Why? I have no idea. Can you guess what their 101 blog suggestion was? Hmm... :P
You may have noticed that I changed the look of my page. I added a few more gadgets as well. Please let me know if this has slowed my page for you.
 Sincerely, so bored I've gone insane JM~
July 03 Important UpdateI've been using this space for more than a year but I've noticed around spaces that many people still have me linked at my old and no longer existing space. When I started this page I went around and let everyone know that I had a new url and to please change the link, but I guess some things get lost in space, lol. The reason why I am bringing this to your attention again is because someone has taken up using my old url. The yell-elske-di one. I am not associated with this person in any way, shape, or form so if your link to me still reads yell-elske-di please change it to:
 I also spent quite a few hours finally updating my link dumper page lastnight. By the time I finished more than half of the pages listed were deleted. Many pages did not exist anymore, were private, or did not have the required link back to The Gathering. I have no hard feelings for any of the people I removed but the rules are that your page must be public and you must link back. I also gave the page a new look and listed all the people on the waiting list.
JM~
June 26 Happy Birthday Canada !Happy Canada Day to all my fellow Canadians!
If you are here for the GBS event click here to be forwarded to my GuestBook. !Proud to be Canadian JM~ June 21 First day of WTF?!?Today is the first day of summer and what a beautiful day its been.
Have a look for yourself...
 That looks like typical summer weather doesnt it?
Oh and we cant forget this...
 HAIL! Marble sized hail!
My favourite summer staple!
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TeeHee...thats right, the first day of summer brought an insane storm to Kingston, Ontario. While it wasnt a very long storm it sure was intense! Strong winds, rain, thunderstorms, and bonus item large hail! It was quite the sight to see. The sky was beautifully dark and ominous. We havent had a summer storm that intense in years. I dont remember ever seeing hail in Kingston during the summer. We used to get booming thunderstorms that shook our tallest buildings but the past years storms have been very weak and boring. I miss those storms. Nothing like a good storm to really show you your place on this earth. People think they are so powerful and superior, but really we merely exist on something that is much greater and more powerful than we'll ever be!
JM~
June 10 all she wants to do is DANCE!From the mouth of the Dragonesse:
I accepted the challenge! Click above to accept the challenge yourself.
 Its no secret, I love to dance! In fact there is nothing in this world I enjoy more. When I'm dancing I have a perma-smile and I probably look like someone who has taken 10 too many happy pills. The feeling I get when I dance is indescribable. The best I could do would be to say PURE JOY. Dancing frees me from everything that may drag me down or hold me back. To allow my body to be consumed by music and to move freely to that music without thinking, only feeling, its absolutely wonderful! Whether I'm at the club or at home, headbanging, dancing like a raver, playing air guitar, or dirty dancing with my diningroom chairs, I just cant get enough! Not to mention I find dancing SO SEXY!
 Get up and dance right now! I'm going to as soon as I publish this blog. I'm serious and I dont want to hear I cant dance! There is no such thing. While some people may dance better than others, everyone can still enjoy it. If you dont like the song I have playing pick one of your own. Although I may look insane while dancing, I honestly believe its the only thing that keeps me sane!
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Check out Carols GuestBook signing event ~~> here.
Also check out April and Bobs event space ~~> here.
Keep On Dancing
JM~ June 05 Judge orders Paris Hilton back to jail! / MissMae on TechnoratiQuote
 Charlies health is touch and go. I'll swear he's doing better but then he proves me wrong. He's wasting away. I'm trying to get him to gain weight but with the illness he has thats near impossible. Hopefully in the very near future I'll be able to afford getting further tests done. For those of you who have no clue what I'm taking about you can read the blog below.
 Sorry for the boring blog but I'm currently lost in thought.
JM~ May 20 (place extremely bumpy road sign here)UPDATE
There is a poetry contest going on now over at To the Imagination and Beyond! I submitted two entries in the "inner struggles" category. Entry #7-R.I.P. and Entry #8-Watering My Soul. There are four different categories and you are allowed one vote in each. You can read the rules ->here. Please head on over To the Imagination and Beyond and cast your votes! Do your part in bringing back more interaction to Windows Live Spaces!!!
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My baby is sick! For those of you who dont know, my baby is Charlie, and Charlie is my dog, better known as my heart! He hadnt been eating well for a couple of weeks, lost a bit of weight, and was throwing up here and there. It all came to a head when he started bleeding out his bum. He lost puddles of blood out his bum hole ALL OVER my apartment. Once I was able to grab him I sat with him keeping him on the floored area. Needless to say by this time my apartment looked and smelled like a murder scene. It was absolutely disgusting! My poor lil baby!
Off to the vet we went. A $400 vet bill later, which I so cant afford right now for numerous reasons, they tell me he has an infection in his bowels. I dont quite understand how an infection could cause so much blood loss but maybe he had it for a while without my knowing. Anyway, he is home now and doing okay. Although he's extremely moody, even aggressive, which is unlike him. Hopefully he will soon return to his silly, cuddly self. Another bump in the road, of what seems like a never ending bumpy road, called my life.
UPDATE ON CHARLIE
Charlie was on his way to getting better but after his meds were gone he became very ill AGAIN. The vet has refilled his meds and we are starting back at square one! I pray this second round of meds cures him because I'm all tapped out!!!
JM~
May 09 My AliasesI'm not usually one to post quizzes but this one is kind of cute.
I must admit, I think The Bored Dildo really would make a great name for a punk rock band! If I ever have one, that shall be its name.
JM~
May 04 Is Anybody Out There? "Oh where, oh where have my space friends gone?Oh where, oh where can they be?"
 WTF is happening to MSN Spaces? Those of you who have been around for the long haul will most likely agree that things are not the same around here. I remember when I first joined everyone seemed genuinely happy to visit one another, read blogs, and participate in events. That interaction seems to keep dwindling away. These days you have to practically beg for visitors, comments, and any type of interaction. I have to leave at least 3 comments per page just to get 1 back in return. (With the exception of a few faithful visitors) Not that I'm a comment whore or anything...HaHa!
 Although it is nice to know your visit is noticed, a lil common courtesy, and a returned comment can go a long way. I miss how MSN Spaces used to be. Through all the drama, haters, and changes, this is still my favourite online place to be. I dont plan on going anywhere either! If you are reading this and feel the same way, or know of others who do, drop me a line! I'd like to connect with others devoted to keeping MSN Spaces, now Windows Live Spaces alive and kicking!
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